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Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:08:06 GMT

Happy V-Day people
Have fun, be safe, use protection, and look both ways before you cross.

I just joined Facebook

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:27:18 GMT

And man have I ever fallen in love with it. Its so fun and addictive. I've found just about everyone from my past on there. Its bringing back memories and faces I thought i'd seen the last of. Good to see them all again...alive

(Note to self, fire assassin)

To those of you who dont have it, join it now. Dont worry, i'll sit here and wait while you do. Go on, dont be afriad. Join up its so simple and easy. I'll be right here, i'll be here waiting, just here, right over here. I shall be here when you come back, when you come back from joining facebook. You wont regret it, its awesome I promise you. Its actually been around a while so most of your friends have it already I bet. So go ahead, join it, i'll wait for you.

WHAT THE FUCK IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU HURRY THE FUCK UP JOIN THE FUCKING SITE FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!

Happy Fucking Halloween

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 08:20:15 GMT

Let me tell you, i've never scene more scantily clad women since, well since High School *Zing*

Talk about hot, wow. Yah so on friday Goldie and I check out The Matadors and Creepshow at The Kathedral, and I help Goldie film her band interviews for her radio show. It was an amazing show and the interviews were great. I helped Andy and Jeremy at the doors. Tons of underage girls wearing much less than they should be, apparently some flahsed the crowd during a song about tits, too bad we were behind the crowd at the doors, couldn't see shit. Anyways Goldie was happy that I was her camera guy for the night and basically ran around behind her in case she needed to film or take a pic of something. She looked fucking amazing that night, tight leather tube top and short skirt with fishnets, I had to fight off a hard on, or two, or twelve. Man did we have alot of shots that night. Now that was the first Halloween party. Party number two was on saturday where we went to the Village Inn for a Halloween strip off and costume dance bash there. On a sidenote someone was dressed as Borat there, i've never seen a cooler costume ever, he looked more like Borat than Borat does. And then today on Halloween night, me, Mike, Andrew, and fat Mike go see Saw III. Then for lucky four, Goldie invites me to a vampire shindig at the Savage Garden downtown to see freaky gothic people. Toronto always have something going on.

All in all, i'd say it was good. Though not nearly enough parties for me. Oh well, there's always next year.
Jim

Like sand in an hourglass...

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 21:47:05 GMT

Happy belated Thanksgiving to everyone, hope yours was fun. Lots of turkey, or tofu turkey (for the crazy ones) and possibly some family get togethers. At very least I hope you enjoyed the day off if nothing else.

On the weekend me, Andrew, and Jeremy went to Hamilton to see The Matadors and Creepshow. Who ended up playing a super long, song swapping, kick ass, double set. But it took em long enough, we waited five hours standing around trying to kill time. Thankfully Hamilton has some great record stores. The bad part is, well its Hamilton. The air is ripe with a rich stench of garbage, the buildings are rotting away, the people look like they all have STD's, and they have way too many Tim Hortons's. The show itself was hella good, and the girls in Hamilton are insane, dress like skanks, talk like whores, and dance like prostitutes, and crap are they ever flirty. No offence to those who live there, but its true. And the air was so...thick. I felt like I needed to wear a Disease patch on at all times to make sure I didn't catch anything. All in all Hamilton is a dirty, filthy, piece of shit town, And I cant wait to go again sometime soon.

I'm also feeling kind of sick, no no not from Hamilton. My bronchitis doesn't want to seem to go away. Work is going well, though getic hectic with the renovations. Friends seem to be doing well. And everything else I suppose aint too bad. Here's to mediocrity.

Jim

Alriiighty then

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:56:08 GMT

So here's what i've been up to the past couple of weeks

My sis is moving out and taking the new kitten
I've been quite Jewish and trying to save money
Me and Mike are starting up a car retail business
I got a New Computer
I got Bronchitis
I got dumped
I fixed my work hours to a much better schedule

Wake me up, when September ends

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 19:24:26 GMT

Oh yes, I can hear the radio stations starting up that song again anytime now. Which reminds me, a couple of buddies and me have plans to start up our own radio broadcast show over the net. Sort of like Radio free Rosco, only not as gay, for those who know what the hell that is.

Anyways whats up, Summer is over, that blows goats. I dont really have much of an opinion on my summer. I did do quite a bit and got some major things accomplished. But there was such an abundance of let downs its hard to be happy about it. I guess i'll have to work extra hard to catch up.

Last weekend I went with Andrew and Jeremy to the Festival of Fear 2006. It was pretty sweet ass, crazy rocker people dressed like it was Halloween. Did I mention goth chicks are totally hot. Speaking of hot, the lead singer of the Creepshow, who were the headliners is so hot, and has a voice that stabs through you like glass. I really really like the band and hope they make it big soon along with their buddies in the Matadors. One sad part was Alice Freaking Cooper was supposed to be there hosting, but he was feeling ill in his hotel or some crap. Too bad cause that would have made my whole week.

Prob the best part I got out of the summer was im finally back in a relationship I can be proud and confident about. With a girl who's one part cutesy, two parts bad ass, and three parts hotness. So hazzah to not being single anymore.

Well thats it, work in an hour so i should get ready.
Take it easy
Jim

PS: Rest in peace Steve Irwin,, you did more for animals in your short career than most could in a hundred lifetimes. God Bless, you will always be remembered, as the Great Crocodile Hunter.

I cant believe, we're finally together

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 02:25:31 GMT

In all honesty, this is the first entry, make that the first time i've Truly been happy in like ten months. And for a damn good reason too.

The girl that was on my mind for almost two years, has said yes to being my Girlfriend. The relationship is official, and i'm as giddy as a schoolgirl at a Hanson concert. LoL funny I should bring up Hanson...its sort of how I met her, through Hanson, through my last ex. Actually now that I think about it, its quite the story. But I learned the hard way what happens when you decide to be so open and vocal about your personal life, especially on the net. So this time around I'm keeping the personal stuff personal.

Buuut I will describe the weekend I had with her, maybe tomorrow cause I still need to let this all sink in. Maybe go from giddy to excited or something hehe. Ok thats it for now, just wanted to pass on the news. Goodbye Mr single life, you've been all i've known the past while, and Lord knows we've been friends for waaay too long. I think its time we see other people. Ok i'm gonna go now. But before, one last time, for the record.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Thanks Jess

I never knew a hangover could last this long

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 01:30:54 GMT

...Indeed, the keys on the keyboard are such a blur. Ok well its not that bad, but considering the alcohol I had. Anyways so here's my weekend.

On Friday me, Andrew, Band Steve, and Jeremy go raid the two-floor downtown Toronto HMV Superstore using Andrew's second last day for his consumer cost discount. Our total bill came to over 500 dollars, yup we're all officially in-fucking-sane. Then we went to Brittania Pub for some drinks.

Then yesterday I finally had my belated 22nd birthday party. After me running around pulling my fucking hair out because people kept changing their minds every half an hour as to what they were and weren't going to do, the plans were finally set. More than half the people couldn't make it, Mike, Pete, Liron, Dan, both Jessicas, Nazli, Avery, Vickie, and Maria were all busy. So me and Andrew show up at Dave and Busters at 8. Steve Thomas shows up shortly and we talk and play guitar while waiting for Ashley and Timene to show up. We end up waiting a long time. Eventually they show up with Einat as well, so I figured six people is pretty good. So we get some drinks I have a beer and a couple of shots, we play the games and all that. FYI: Video games kick serious ass. Then Andrew goes to pick up Ariel and shows up with Band Steve as well. Ashley's boyfriend Avi also shows up, so now its nine people. I figure thats all the maybes, so it wont get any bigger of a group than this. We then go to Jack Asstors for some food, beer, and more shots. Then we go to Archibalds pub on the way home for some hard stuff and yet more shots. Then to Timmies, then Timenes house for some coolers and a movie.

All in all, this weekend gave me a huge headache, but I can easily blame it on my best friend and worst enemy, alcohol. Btw thanks everyone for coming and I love all the presents, i'm giddy with delight haha. Props to Andy for the Beavis and Butthead boxset, such a classy gift. Well on a serious note, I sure have a shit load to do so I dont live my 22nd year as poorly as I did my 21st. I better get started.

Alot has happened

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 18:42:08 GMT

I planned on having several entries this week. But I changed my mind, so now i'm just going to shoot out all the juicy information all over you in one big sticky burst.

heh

The Blue Mountain cabin trip was awesome, I forgot if I even mentioned it after I went seeing as it was like three weeks ago. But it was great, dont feel like describing it, i'll do that with some pictures at a later time. Work at Futureshop is still going strong, even though i'm still not liking the whole waking up at 5ish in the morning everyday. Andrew's 22nd birthday was earlier this week, a whole bunch of us including fat Mike, Ariel, Dan, Angel, Maria, and myself went to Montanas to gorge on food and knock back a few. In Andrews case, knock back far far too many, haha. Props to Steve and Jeremy for keeping his shot glass full all night long. Also my birthday was yesterday, and I too, and now the tender elderly age of 22 as well. I was supposed to have something this weekend but everyone was away for the long weekend, so i'm going to have my party next saturday instead. Andrew and Jeremy took me to All Stars and bought me a shitload of wings and beer, which I of course accepted whole heartily. The next day Mike took me there again and the process was repeated, and I again accepted the beer and wings whole heartily. Good times. Oh and in case I forgot to say, we have an adorable new baby kitten. He's a couple of months old, tiny tabby named Jack. My sis found four strays wandering near a busy street lost and scared, so she took em in. Gave three away to her friends that will take good care of them. But as she was about to give Jack away, he had this look in his eyes. And cute story short, we ended up getting him checked in and strapped a bell and collar on him. And just like that, we have a new member to the family.

Much to Ginger's dissaproval
Jim

yup yup yup

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:47:05 GMT

So.....

Hey whats up, i'm tired right about now, fucking early morning shifts, fuck. And its not like I can get any actual sleep in my muggy ass room, But hey glad I have a cool job.

So...yes I'm back from my Cabin trip, and what can be said. It was painful and at the same time incredible. Alot of the people that planned it turned out to be exceedingly difficult to spend a week with, and my depression was pretty fucking bad that week, though I did a good job at keeping it to myself. But thankfully with all the guests that came it was fun. So it started out me, Mike, Pete, Tanya and Alex, Adney and Danielle, and Darrel. Then Andrew, Ariel, Dan, and John showed up for a few days, and I did as much as I could with them. They left two and a half days later. The crappy part was Mike and Pete also left that day. So I was stuck with the rest. But I forced myself to make the best of it, and strangely enough the second half of the week turned out to be way better. The cabin itself was so freaking nice, a hot tub is always a plus, the landscape nearby was beautiful, we hit up Wasaga a few times and everyone knows how sweet Wasaga is. And the bars there overlook the water, and I swear not one ugly girl went, it was like a supermodel convention. Oh and 100 dollars went missing and we all accused each other of stealing it haha. All in all i'd say it was a blessing in disguise, and a trip that was MUCH needed. I'll see if I can grab pics from Tanya soon.

Another Class Riot show went down, I finally dragged Mike and Pete to it, this one was in Stoufville (sp), and tons of people came. Mind you they were all like 14, but hey they're people too, sort of. The band is looking ready to start recording soon.

I'm still considering meds, and I strongly think I will go on them shortly.

And last but not least, my birthday is next Saturday. I turn 22, wow thats such a weird number. Oh well here's to growing old. Take it easy guys.

Trying to get better

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 19:16:36 GMT

Well I still am very depressed and no it doesn't seem to be making any progress on its own, but I am trying. I decided to go for a check up to see if medication and therapy are right for me. I've decided to go after my trip though.

So yah the blue mountain trip is happening in a few days. We leave Wednesday morning and come back the following Wednesday, I took the time off work. So far it looks like Mike, Myself, Tanya and Alex, and a few more of their friends will be this trips final roster. This is after weeks and weeks of people going and not going and going and not going back and forth. I think the trip hopefully will be amazing. We did all the grocery shopping and final planning of transportation and directions this past weekend. And being fairly close to Wasaga beach, I know it wont be short of...scenery.

As far as I know, Pete, Andrew, Dan and Ariel will be stopping by for a few days as well. So all in all i'm hopeful for this trip. And am praying my depression wont ruin it for me or anyone else.

Here's hoping

Its meds for me

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 22:05:16 GMT

I think i've heard it from enough people, including myself to make it official, i'm clinically depressed.

I dont really want to discuss any of it, other than i've never been the same since the breakup/Jen incident, those two fucked me up. And though i've hid it very well, I have not been able to truthfully smile for almost a year. And i'm fed up with every fucking person asking why I look so upset, its because I JUST FUCKING AM. And i'm not too happy the way everyone wants to play Doctor Phil, when none of them fucking care at all.

I've tried putting the past behind me and putting on a smile, but i'm not one to mask problems, I solve them. I'm so fucking annoyed at trying to fucking cope with living a fucking lie, fuck it, i've had enough for fucks sake. And if I need some medication, and possibly some therapy to help me fix this finally. Then that is exactly what i'll fucking do.

Mark my words, i'll be back the way I was, so help me God
Jim

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 16:34:45 GMT

I think I might be clinically depressed, I guess we'll see

Sweet Ass Saturday

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 20:22:06 GMT

In the shadow of a Sweet Ass Heritege day hosted by the always entertaining Ashley a few weeks ago, im glad another plan came together so well last night.

Me and Andrew got toegether to run some last phase tests on the final copy of Requiem before we start the wonderfly long process of capturing, renduring, and transfering it all again and again till its back into a format fit for DVD. Then we drove over to jam with Dan, then picked up Steve and went to All Stars. Where for once, everyone invited came, and it was alot. Maria and Tom showed up with Kate. Dan showed up with Nicole, and Pete, Mike, and John showed up after I called em. Jeremy also showed with some friends near that end, we had to sit in two booths cause there was over a dozen of us. We had ten million wings, loads of booze, and watched the Oilers do some raping and go on to game seven. From there we split up, half went back to Dans for some jamming. The rest of us went out for Bubble Tea, then to Sharx for pool and more booze, then finished off at Tims.

Anyways my first week at Future Shop was very tiring and very fun at the same time, I think i'll learn to love it there and I hope they keep me around for a while. Other than that there's alot more I have to do this summer, so here's to the weather staying blistering hot and the ladies staying scantily clad. Take it easy everyone

happy fathers day btw
Jim

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 10:05:44 GMT

Well Hertitage day was awesome, as it is every year. Ashley is the ultimate hostess and its never a dull moment with me and Avi together hehe. Basically I met her, Timine and Einat, at Ashley's place at 9 in the morning. From there we went on down and throughout the day met up with Kalvin, Jessica (both) Leslie, Christine, Moses, Reed, Avi, Derin, Nazli, and Ivana. Interesting cast of names dont you think. Well we sauntered around Yonge street, played soccer and ultimate frisby in the park, had dinner at Mandarin, and then crashed at Avi's to play poker and video games. A humble yet entertaining day nonetheless.

Oh and I got a job too, hehe. Today is my first day at Future Shop. Which is something i'm really proud of. Shitty part is I have to be there for 7 every day. And considering how long i take in the morning, that means i'll need to wake up at 5. Oh well here's to something new.
Jim

Keeping things together

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 13:53:11 GMT

Fuck this, every thing I do that is positive, two negative things pop up to take its place. And try as I might, this seems to be getting to me. Gah, i've spent weeks doing nothing but try to sort out things, I need to relax and unwind this week, the weather looks pretty good.

Today me and Mike are going out for some job hunting to check out whats happening in Richmond Hill. After that i'm meeting up with Andrew and the rest of the band for some practice, maybe i'll take some pics for the updated site to showcase the process of completing the new album, which hopefully will be out sometime this summer.

My bestest lady Ashley is having her yearly Heritage Day party this saturday so i'm looking forward to that, damn I miss that girl, she helped me through more shit in the past five years than I'd like to remember.

Um Dara called me outta the blue wanting to do something this week, so i'll call her tonight before I go out. And i'm still hoping to meet with Vickie sometime soon, gotta start dating again sometime, i'm not getting any fucking younger thats for damn sure haha.

Things around the end of July cabin trip are getting interesting, and you know what that means, but i'll save that for another day. Yup, guess I should call Mike.

Take it easy you guys
Jim

I am one with the universe

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 02:16:00 GMT

Well maybe not all of it, yet, but i'm getting there. Starting with the timeless beauty mother nature, heh.

Yah i've been biking so much the past few weeks I put everyone in the Tour De France to shame, and i'm not even kidding. I'm glad though, I used to bike every other day when I was a kid, I used to know every street, park, and trail in Richmond Hill for a few Mile radius in every direction from my place. It was put on hold for a long long time, and now that i've taken it up again, it feels like the world has changed. Instead of new streets there are new complexes of streets, parks have popped up everywhere, and old trails vanished and whole new ones now stand. I realized how much this place has changed in the past five years. But i'm blazing the trails with my new bike and sweating something fierce all the time. I find myself so at peace now, riding in forest i never new. So damn relaxing, I love it.

Other than that, its pretty interesting. I've been doing alot and a little at the same time, kinda weird. But the end result is pretty sweet so i'm not complaining. Been doing tons with friends and meeting as many new people as I can, which i'm loving.

Hopefully this weekend will pay off, I gots me a date, i think....I hope
Jimbo

Sheesh

Mon, 29 May 2006 23:25:31 GMT

Man it is FREEZING!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

Beer, and Burgers, and Maria OH MY

Mon, 22 May 2006 04:12:18 GMT

Yes, that was indeed as cheesy as it sounded. I apologies. And about the blacking out thing last week, it was dehydration, NOT a heart attack.

So yah this weekend was interesting. Was supposed to see Da Vinci Code with Andy and fat Mike on friday, ended up getting mixed up with meeting them and it being too busy to see em as I met with two other people I invited, which screwed me up haha. So me, Pete, and Spiky Mike go to a bar and chill out there. I'm branching out to find some new hot spots, though nothing beats my All Stars heh. On a sidenote, Yam Fries are pretty damn good.

The next day Maria calls me outta the blue and says her friend is having a BBQ party saturday. So I dress all sexy and head out lol. It was pretty damn fun, lots of sizzling meat, ice cold booze of all kinds, and ladies having far too much to drink. Maria's funny enough sober, so yes watching her knock bottles over was a plus. Oh Maria, *sighs* why do I love you so. But I was a good boy and behaved myself, while some other guys took the make-out initiative with some of the not so sober ones. I have my share of reasons not to get mixed up in that shit ever again so thats that. Still I wasn't above reaping the many hugs that are flung so freely when beer is invited. All in all, an interesting night. On a sidenote, Ali G is much funnier when drunk.

Tomorrow i'm finally seeing Da Vinci Code, the company i'm going with is...not my first choice. But I want to see this fucking movie. And I cant see a movie alone, i'm weird like that. So yep, thats it.

Bug off

I think I was dead for a minute

Wed, 17 May 2006 23:11:14 GMT

...or maybe it was a seizure, or heart attack, or stroke, or any number of things. But I know that my heart wasn't working for a good 30 seconds tuesday.

Anyways I know I wrote that to be all scary, and i'm sure it wasn't half as serious as that, but whatever the fuck it was, scared the shit outta me and my family. Let me write about it, maybe someone can read it and tell me what it was, as I have a few theories but no real answers.

Ok first off for the past two weeks i've been not eating much, much at all actually. I've been living off my energy bars and energy drinks, which have no sugar. Also I have been pushing myself beyond the physical limit I thought I could. Last weekend me and a friend bike rode from my place to Finch Station, and then back, thats 40 Kilometers. And the past week i've been riding anywhere from 2-5 hours a day all over Richmond Hill. So it could have been low blood sugar levels mixed with exhaustion. It could also have been that I love watching gory movies, yet realism bothers me, surgery to be exact. At the time it happened I was watching a very graphic scene of just that, and it literally hit me like a brick when that first image came in. Or maybe my ticker has been broken one too many times and now its returning the favour. Whatever it was here is what came of it.

As i was watching the scene I got really nauseous, and thirsty i was eating two bars at that scene as well. I went over to the kitchen for a drink, and got insanly dizzy. I limped over to the sink to open the window and splash my face. And then...I woke up on the front, I had hitten my head on the way down, but had no memory of the falling, but I had these recollection of weird noises. So I must have passed out and then fell. My brother was standing over me calling my name to see if I was ok. He said the fridge was open, my face was red, and I was making weird noises. I wanted to laugh cause I must have looked dumb, but then I felt my chest and my heart was beating really really slowly. One side of my body was numb, and I thought it was some kind of cardiac attack. However it went back to normal and I was able to stand up, but then a immediate cold sweat came pouring out of me, I soaked my clothes in ten seconds. I went to lay down and relax. Which I did, and I was fine soon after, other than being weak for the next few hours. My mom and sis almost forced me to the hospital. I said if I go they'll take my blood, which is a childhood fear of mine and i'll faint again. So I assured them I would take it easy and monitor myself very closely, and told them to keep an eye on me too. If anything happened again I would go. If not i'd just, have to learn how to go about doing these things in a bit more sensible manner.

I dont know what it was, but, a few things came to my mind. Even if it was a simple blackening out, a few things came to me that night. What if I had died there, what if my heart stopped. There are so many things I need left to do. So many things I need left to say. I dont know. But if anyone did get scared by this sorry, I hope I can handle this. I feel fine now, just scared.

Now comes a re-shaping of my plans.
Jim

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:40:26 GMT

So that would make Bethany part black?

J-Dogg and Sex Kitten...to finally meet?

Fri, 05 May 2006 01:25:34 GMT

Is it worth going down to the States just for dirty sex? hehe considering Christina and I were a bit too young to fully realize how much we wanted each other back then, I think its sort of like a "fair chance". But the whole thing reeks of disaster, so I'll think it over a bit more. Either way she's been my little sex kitten since 98 and always will be. I'd almost forgotten how much I cared for her, even if we did start out as dumb kids in love. Through thick and thin she's always been someone I can trust and turn to for advice and a smile. Its nice to have a few sane ex's, a treat people rarely get I see.

Anyways cant write too much so i'll sum things up point form
- Working with my dad is going better than expected
- Circle of friends is getting tighter and stronger
- I have gone from Class Clown/Nobody, to Class Clown/Businessman
- Kingdom Hearts II is drool-worthy
ttyl
Jim

well that sucked

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 15:52:01 GMT

What a fucking waste

She broke my knuckles again

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 03:00:52 GMT

Called me smooshy and then rode me all the way home...

VERY INTERESTING

Snooch to the Muther Fucking Nooch

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 00:43:22 GMT

Hey true believers whats up.

Yup this weekend is Greek Orthodox Easter. So tonight we're going down to the Church to celebrate the rising of Christ. Its actually really interesting now that i've looked into the alleged history and backgrounds of biblical material and its fascinating. But its a touchy subject so i'll keep it to myself. This isn't Sunday mass anyways. Oh and I haven't eaten meat for a week since i'm fasting. And let me tell you, all you Vegans and cultures that do it for a month, props to you. I couldn't do it any longer, I love my meat. And tomorrow we have the ginormous feast with lamb, which for those who haven't tried is the best meat in the world. I'm counting the mintutes till midnight.

sooo close

On a totally non related topic i'm almost done watching evry movie made by Kevin Smith, from Clerks to Jersey Girl, including his short films, documentaries, and Good Will Hunting that he worked a bit on. Only thing i'm missing is the Clerks series, Andy if you read this look for it at HMV, I want it. So yah I already had the marathon a few years ago but i never really got it. But now everything ties in to all the movies and the characters and phrases are crystal clear to me. Thats why i'm saying snoogins every two min. Kinda annoying actually.

Anyways
you guys are boring me tonight, fuck you all suck, why dont you do something exciting.
I'm outta here

Snoochie Boochie